the lair of dr vblschrf

I don’t get to find out about my Celiac test results till Monday at the earliest, probably Tuesday. They said I’d know two days ago.

Thanks.

i just want to stay in tonight and sleep but i’ve got work.

bleh.

looks like the sleep paralysis is back again. fourth night in a row.

uuuuuuuggggghhhhhh.

in other news i kinda want to rent a saxophone for a few months to see if i could teach it to myself.

not sure if i should go alto or tenor though. i like tenor better, but i don’t know if i have the wind power for it. 

nap only made me feel more sick

guess i’ll try to nap again so at least i don’t have to be awake for this

finally got around to mushishi season 2 and good lord that opening song

floating-head:

iron-decoder:

who needs the super smash bros when u can have
the unholy alliance of untrustworthy acquaintances 

it’s not a nintendo franchise unless everyone has at least 2 dark doppelgangers 

mr. game and watch just looks the same though….

floating-head:

iron-decoder:

who needs the super smash bros when u can have

the unholy alliance of untrustworthy acquaintances 

it’s not a nintendo franchise unless everyone has at least 2 dark doppelgangers 

mr. game and watch just looks the same though….

To be honest I’m not sure if I want the Celiac test to come back positive or negative.

On the one hand, I don’t want to have an incurable disease or be forced to avoid gluten; obviously, I’d prefer not sick to sick any day. Also, if it’s not Celiac, I’m in the dark again.

On the other hand, it would explain everything about the last 6 years and give me not only a recognizable name for my issues, but also the possibility of recovery for the worst of my symptoms.

Today is the six-year anniversary of my getting sick. It’s been a long road. And I may finally be getting somewhere.

Celiac or not, I’m ready.

and i just hurt my ankle.

great.

well, got the celiac disease test over with. now to wait.

lamiroirr:

mathsturbation:

graduated cylinder

Congrats!

lamiroirr:

mathsturbation:

graduated cylinder

Congrats!

kodmaeda:

rainy weather and thunder doesn’t make me gloomy at all it’s more like, fuck yeah this is my kingdom of darkness and i’m the queen

in other news, a health update

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today was okay

could have been worse

at least i’m feeling less sick