the lair of dr vblschrf

i was reading a post where someone tagged it as “vague post” but for some reason i didn’t read it right so i thought it said “vague pasta” and all i could think of was


i felt alright earlier now i just feel really sick

i wish i could remember what being healthy was like



x - i am not interested in you romantically/platonically
0 - i would like to get to know you better
~ -i am interested in you platonically
 -i am interested in you romantically
☆- i want to date you
! - i would date you if i had the chance
/ - i would never date you
? - you interest me
# - i consider you a friend

this table at work is trying to tell me to play more smash

who am i to disagree

this table at work is trying to tell me to play more smash

who am i to disagree

I think I have a problem

I think I have a problem

me when watching league sports:

me when watching international sports:

i’m going to enjoy today’s more autumn-like weather for the few days we’re supposed to have it until summer comes back again

i want to go stargazing. somewhere really dark so you can actually see everything. then just lay outside and drift off to sleep while at the night sky.

ginko cosplay shirt-finding progress

the shirt i need:

shirt i found, that fits, with the wrong collar. not sure if cutting the collar off would help me here:

shirt i found with the right collar that would never fit me in a million years:

shirts with the right collar and color that would fit me:

every so often my mom will come up to me, her tablet in hand, asking me to find an episode of a tv show which she’ll describe by a single event in the plot since that’s all she remembers.

she does this with star trek (original series and next generation) and mlp:fim and between just those three shows that’s 348 episodes i have memorized

what am i doing with my life

36 plays

New Eothl Song - “Nebulous Mosaic”

Another ambient thing. This piece is actually several years old, but I touched it up and retitled it. Always liked how this one slows down almost imperceptibly.

list of stuff needed still for ginko cosplay (for self reference)

stuff for ginko cosplay that i have

  • pants
  • shoes
  • shirt (if i can’t find a more accurate one)
  • coat, if i don’t want to care about accuracy

stuff for ginko that i don’t have that’s easy to get

  • contacts
  • wig
  • stage cigarette???? at least a prop if not a functional one

stuff for ginko that may be hard to get or that i’ll have to make

  • more accurate shirt
  • more accurate coat? not necessary but would be nice
  • that….that box backpack thing……..yeah…………

And all of a sudden, I feel really sick/in pain.


yeah so i think it’s time i cosplay ginko from mushishi

i’m gonna do it


how the heck do i make the box/backpack thing

at work we’re having trouble with the light fixtures and the bathroom light is flickering dimly like a strobe light every time anyone turns it on.

so i put a sign on the door explaining that the light flickers and the upshot of it is that ours is probably the only bathroom in the world with an epilepsy warning.